I remember the 1970s first, when the walls were young and so were you. Three sisters, one brother, Mom, Dad, and Grandmother—all of you packed inside me like laughter in a gift box waiting to burst open. You didn’t have much, not in the way the world measures things, but my floors never felt poor. They felt rich with excitement.
On Christmas Eve you children would run circles around me, whispering plans to catch Santa Claus in the act. I watched you wiggle in your blankets, wide-eyed, too excited to sleep. I could almost feel your heartbeat in the quiet hours before dawn.
And then—morning.
Daylight barely breaking through the curtains before little footsteps raced across my boards. Stockings filled with candy and fruit, gifts being ripped open, squeals of joy bouncing off my walls. Wrapping paper flying, giggles echoing, the smell of breakfast drifting in from the kitchen. I held it all. I kept it safe.
Years passed, as years do.
Children became adults, and you became the one who made Christmas happen. I watched you shift from receiving to giving—your joy no longer in your own gifts but in the sparkle of your children’s eyes. You knelt on my floor helping build toys, steady hands assembling memories that would outlast plastic and batteries. Later, the warmth of Christmas dinner drifted through me, the smells familiar and comforting, reminding me of all the holidays that came before.
And now…
I am quieter. My corners are still, my echo is softer. The chaos of Christmas morning has faded into a tender nostalgia. But every year, without fail, you still place a glowing tree within me. You still string lights, hang ornaments, and let the firelight dance across my walls. The peace of those moments wraps around us both like a blanket.
Even in the quiet, I feel your joy—gentler now, but deeper.
But if I’m honest, nothing—nothing—shines quite like those early mornings when you were just a child. When wonder was loud, laughter was abundant, and the world felt small enough to fit perfectly inside my four walls.
I remember it all.
And every Christmas, when the tree lights flicker across the room, I think you remember it too.

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